I have lived in the shadows for too long and I feel that I deserve a chance to be free and speak my heart out. Due to religious pressures, I hv contemplated suicide as the only option in the past however, being a mother of two innocent little toddlers has closed that door as well. It’s difficult to explain why I want to join a place or an escape where I could find like minded people but at this point I’m hoping that I could take one step at a time towards my freedom.