i was born in a muslims family , in my country 99% are muslims , i was one of the most believers in allah , i used to pray everyday , i sweared to fight and kill unbelievers ( non-muslims ) , once i was reading the coran and i\'ve found lot of mistakes and i\'ve found also that those words are not god words , i left the islam and i\'ve become atheist , now if someone knew about me maybe ill get in jail or maybe they will kill me , i asked my mom once if she dreamed the god ask her to kill me like what happend to ibrahim what she will do , she said well ill kill you and you must feel proud the god choosed you