Been a believer all my life until 4 years ago when i attended university as a mature student. Had some enlightening debates while there which led me to research islam and other religions further, in view to strengthen my arguments for god. Turns out after much painstaking research and heartache, i could not reconcile my faith with the \'exemplary\' life that muhammad led. one can stay in denial for so long i suppose, the truth will out.

since then i made the mistake of confessing to my wife as to why i had been taking a certain lackadaisical attitude to namaz and roza.

As a result of my efforts, i am now single, shunned by almost all my family, still talk to my mum but my two sisters and husbands have decided im too much of a kafir for their liking.

reckon, it might be good to hang out with like minded peeps if you\'ll have me.

cheers,
Dil