I would like to join as I am struggling with my faith and have been doing so since I was 13. I am now 17 and I can't believe no matter what I try. I don't come from a completely strict background, especially on my dad's side of the family (they would drink alcohol and the women wouldn't cover) but as the years have gone by they've changed and become more religious. I want to be able to live freely but I know in order for me to finally be happy and free would mean being disowned and maybe even emotionally or physically abused.