Hi All,
Being born a Muslim i had to go through all the things which were forced into my mind without actually knowing what they are. I feel i have been betrayed and lead into believing something which doesn't exists.
When i realise that i what i have been taught is not true, it was like waking up from a deep sleep and actually seeing the world around you for what it is but for some reason i still feel trapped. I can not go and tell others what and how i feel.
Now stuck with a dilemma, what to choose your family/friends or your own life as you all know things like this are not welcomed in Muslim world.
I feel so angry that i could have been doing something better with my life beside living in a false reality.
I believe by meeting like minded people via this group, i may be able to help my self and others.
Thank you