NameAmani Al-Oraibi

Im culturally muslim as I was born in a muslim country. my family are very religious and follow the religion practices. I never was and I moved to the uk 3 years ago. I dont practice at all and I question everything. I have an atheist boyfriend who my family would abandon me if I marry him and I really want to marry him. I just dont understand how my family would put the religion before me and before knowing him. This is why I want to be protected when I tell them.