I am writing to express my sincere interest in becoming a member of the Council of Ex-Muslims of Britain. This organization holds profound personal significance for me, as it represents values I now deeply identify with—freedom of thought, expression, and conscience.
My journey is perhaps unique among applicants. Born and raised in Saudi Arabia, with time spent in Yemen, I served as an Imam and religious teacher. I had memorized the entire Qur'an, as well as the complete collections of Sahih al-Bukhari and Sahih Muslim, and dedicated my life to teaching Islamic principles to others. I was not merely a follower, but a respected authority within the religious framework that governed every aspect of life in these societies.
However, over time, I began to question fundamental aspects of the faith I once championed. This internal conflict—between my growing concerns about human rights violations sanctioned under religious law and my position as a religious leader—eventually led me to make the difficult decision to leave Islam. This choice came at tremendous personal risk and required sacrificing my community, career, and homeland.
Five years ago, I sought refuge in the United Kingdom, where I was granted asylum. The freedom and safety I found here allowed me to pursue education that aligned with my evolving worldview. I recently completed a Master's degree in Human Rights Law at the University of Essex, where my dissertation critically examined how Sharia law in Saudi Arabia fundamentally conflicts with international human rights standards—a topic I approached with both academic rigor and painful personal experience.
Joining the Council of Ex-Muslims of Britain would be significant to me for several reasons. First, it would provide a community of individuals who truly understand the complex emotional, intellectual, and social challenges faced by those who leave Islam, particularly from conservative societies where apostasy carries severe consequences. Second, I hope to contribute my unique perspective as both a former religious authority and a human rights scholar to advance the Council's advocacy work. Finally, I am committed to supporting others on similar journeys, especially those newly arriving in the UK from countries where religious freedom remains severely limited.
I believe my background positions me to make meaningful contributions to the Council's mission—whether through legal advocacy, education initiatives, or public awareness campaigns. I am eager to work alongside others who understand that the right to change one's beliefs is fundamental to human dignity.
Thank you for considering my application. I look forward to the possibility of joining your important work.
Kind regards,