I was raised in Saudi Arabia and truly believed in its teachings till I realised that I should allow myself to question freely. It was not long before I realised the scam. There are so many contradictions and so many pitfalls with this mass level system and to make it worse its fed to us early on which makes it impossible to question. Moreover its attached to our families and social construct and so when my parents were divorced and I had to start from scratch I started questioning everything.