I had been raised as a Muslim. I don't know when but I started questioning. then it becomes doubta. I remember feeling guilty like it is my fault. but the I came in pace with my self and decided that islam is not for me. for so many reasons but most importantly because of the way Islam look to and treat women. I am agnostic now, I think. told my mother a year ago and she made it like the end of the world and told evey one and cryed for whole month. I love her and love my family and I understand that they are brain washed so I shouted up. and get back into the closest.
now I am in the UK just arrived like 2 weeks ago. I was selected for Chevening scholarship.
I live a double life because I took of the hijab but haven't told anyone.
I am just looking for people with similar experience because I had always felt like I am the outcast.
I am studying mental health BTW and that make me feel bad because I am hurting my mental status.
I don't know what to expect or what I want but I saw that the session was led by psychologist. so I thought this will help me.