Having been born to a Muslim family, I came realise that I was inclined to believe the Islamic doctrine as infallible simply because my parents and wider community believed so. I have always had my doubts though but went on to study Arabic and Islamic studies in 4 different countries on the premise that Islam encouraged believers to seek knowledge. However, the more I studied the more the doubts grew. Last year, I finally made the decision to leave. As a woman who now works in South Asia, the decision has been cathartic, at times horribly painful but also incredibly liberating. Islam played a huge role in my identity growing up- it shaped my decisions, my routine, my interactions and almost all my choices. Without it now, I feel like I almost need to reinvent myself.

I'm newly navigating a world where I no longer share the beliefs of those closest to me. I want to join this group because it would give me a chance to meet similar people and hear what their experiences have been and find a community where I can openly talk about my views knowing I'd be safe doing so.