I come from a very religious and orthodox but supportive towards my career ;family.since my childhood i had many questions in my mind that why i am doing all these nonsense rituals,i came out of my home because of my career but i cant accept islam in anyway and i want to be free,at the same time i cant disclose this to my family as they will turn against me,i need some people who are like me and can understand me so that i can build that power that i can tell the truth to my family and make them understand that it is ok to be like this and there are more people like me.