I had a confrontation with family members, as i come from a Bangladeshi background, which is a culture where families are very important, i felt disappointing that after my confrontation when they found out that i was a non-believer they decided to conspire behind my back. i over heard my aunts and uncles telling the children (my cousin brothers and sisters who love dearly) to stay away from the \'Devil\' (me). The next morning i realized my mother is talking to me as sparingly as possible. I have two people in my family that are tolerant to my position, my sister and cousin brother, that\'s it, so you can forgive me if i feel a bit isolated in the world at the moment. it doesn\'t bode well for my families wishes of me returning to islam, because these are the feeling i will always remember if i ever wanted to return to islam, a feeling of utter rejection from those who you thought loved you.