Having grown up in a Muslim religious orphanage (cose no family) from my early age of 2 years old to 16 years old. was obviously the norm but I had never felt the spiritual or emotional connection that seemed to go hand in hand with belief. because i have seen and victim by religious people in orphanage. they abuse orphan boy by sexual and physically. Losing my faith was a progression that I knew was happening but chose to ignore, as I felt like an outsider surrounded by Muslims. i was grown up from my childhood without no parents and no family. i am not believe any religion...............?