I allways questioned things about Islam since a child. It lead to huge arguements with my dad. When my parents found out about me leaving islam and having a serious relationship with a non muslim a year ago- it has never been the same. Massive shame as I had a very close relationship with my parents and now I feel alone. For the past year they pretended that they didn\'t care and didn\'t bring it up, however thay have been nothing but hostile towards me. Where today I\'m even more hurt, my dad said i\'m today I\'m no longer welcome in the house due to my relationship with my boyfriend, I feel so alone. I give up trying to fight for things to go back to how they were- I\'ve had enough. I\'m taking a gap year from studies and getting out the county. Hoping a year break from then will make them realise that I am the same daughter