Hi I hope you all doing great , am 31 years old from Somalia lived more than half of my life am a proud father happily married life is good, but there is always something missing whenever I looked at my beautiful children\'s future how they going see the world it self what kind people are they going to associated with but the truth I just need them to be free from beliefs free from every being them them selves see the beauty of life not being scared for hell fire as my parents always asked me when are you going to send your children to the madrasa jusy ignore them and is killing inside out they doesn\'t know am agnostic I have never been a faith person even my child Hood super natural doesn\'t make sense to me I always used get scared whenever time I hear life will be endless infinity don\'t know I think I supposed to be like it but never happened , above all my social life is very limited I do pretend am good Muslim though I don\'t prey or fast couldn\'t pretend that, I can speak my mind I don\'t argue either will be great if I were able to have life without that environment for a second and be ma self that seems my last wish