NameAbdul Basit

I am an Ex-Muslim(Secret) of Pakistan. In Pakistan I am living like Muslims. I want to live without religion. In Pakistan the Punishment for apostasy is Death. So I want to move from this country. If by mistake someone could now about my belief, very easily he can register a case against me at Police station, I will be charged blasphemy and As per Section 195C of Pakistan Penal Code I shall be given Death penalty.
I want to live, So please help me.